Today I am sitting with something that has been an aspect of my life for a long time. The way I relate to others. The way I give and the way I take. I have noticed that my giving has often come with an invisible tag attached. Not deliberately. Not maliciously. But somewhere beneath the …
I have spent so much of my life trying to change things. Trying to move toward a better version of myself, a better situation, a better outcome. I thought that was the point. To improve. To fix. To arrive somewhere better than where I started. But today I saw something a tad more clearly than …
Today, I am stepping back. Not running away. Just pausing the endless, exhausting effort to fix myself. For a long time now, I have tried to change. I have tried to shed the old habits – the clinging, the worry, the quiet fear that I am somehow incomplete. I have understood, at a deep level, …
Come Take Your Seat I ran until the soles of my spirit wore thin,Banging on the doors of the Absolute,Demanding to be let in.I offered my intellect like a sharp, bright knife,Trying to cut a hole in the fabric of this life,To climb out of the vessel,To escape the human stain,To bypass the horror of …
