I’m writing this down – despite the uncomfort – because I keep waiting for the grand revelation; the lightning bolt, the sudden parting of clouds, the moment where everything clicks into serene perfection. But that’s not what’s happening. What’s happening is grief. When you set out on a spiritual path, you secretly expect the universe …
Today I am sitting with something that has been an aspect of my life for a long time. The way I relate to others. The way I give and the way I take. I have noticed that my giving has often come with an invisible tag attached. Not deliberately. Not maliciously. But somewhere beneath the …
I have spent so much of my life trying to change things. Trying to move toward a better version of myself, a better situation, a better outcome. I thought that was the point. To improve. To fix. To arrive somewhere better than where I started. But today I saw something a tad more clearly than …
Today, I am stepping back. Not running away. Just pausing the endless, exhausting effort to fix myself. For a long time now, I have tried to change. I have tried to shed the old habits – the clinging, the worry, the quiet fear that I am somehow incomplete. I have understood, at a deep level, …
