If you have been on a spiritual path for long enough, you eventually hit a wall. You read the texts, you meditate, you pray, you inquire into the nature of reality, and at some point, a crushing exhaustion sets in. The endless loop of dualities, non-dualities, concepts, and “seeking” starts to feel like a suffocating …
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I’m writing this down – despite the uncomfort – because I keep waiting for the grand revelation; the lightning bolt, the sudden parting of clouds, the moment where everything clicks into serene perfection. But that’s not what’s happening. What’s happening is grief. When you set out on a spiritual path, you secretly expect the universe …
Today I am sitting with something that has been an aspect of my life for a long time. The way I relate to others. The way I give and the way I take. I have noticed that my giving has often come with an invisible tag attached. Not deliberately. Not maliciously. But somewhere beneath the …
I have spent so much of my life trying to change things. Trying to move toward a better version of myself, a better situation, a better outcome. I thought that was the point. To improve. To fix. To arrive somewhere better than where I started. But today I saw something a tad more clearly than …
